I don't want to defend myself.
I made this because a normal “sorry” felt too small. I know an apology doesn't instantly fix hurt feelings, and I'm not asking you to stop being angry. I just want you to hear me without another argument between us.
But I know that doesn't erase the hurt.” ❤️
My favourite person deserves a little space here. 🌷
Dear Asrita,
I know I hurt you with my words, and I'm genuinely sorry.
My intention was never to hurt you. But I understand that having a good intention doesn't erase the effect my words had on you. I should have been more careful, especially with you.
I don't want to turn this into an explanation where I try to prove that I was right. If my words made you feel hurt, disrespected, uncomfortable, or unimportant, then I need to own that.
I'm sorry for that moment. I'm sorry that the person who should make you feel safe and loved became the reason you felt hurt.
And about my mentality and thought process, I never wanted to cross a line or make you feel uncomfortable. I have my own thoughts, common sense, and the ability to understand situations, but none of that matters more than the way I made you feel.
You don't have to forgive me immediately. If you need time, take it. If you're angry, be angry. I won't use this apology to pressure you.
I just wanted to say this properly: I'm sorry, Asrita.
You matter to me. Your feelings matter to me. And I want my actions and words to make that obvious, not just this website.
Always yours.
Because “sorry” should mean something.
Not a dramatic promise. A real one.
I'll think before I speak.
Especially when emotions are high.
I'll listen first.
Not every conversation needs a defence.
I'll respect your feelings.
If you need space, I'll respect it.
I'll show you, not just tell you.
What matters is what I do after saying sorry.
I just need you to know that I'm sorry,
and that you matter to me more than my ego ever will.” ❤️